5TH LETTER WELLINGTON

This week has been SO hard. It has finally hit me what missionaries mean when they say this is hard. Everysingle thing i do is for the benefit of others. there is no time to stop and do something for myself (except for on mondays... but even then im still helping and serving others) I broke down the other day for a million different reasons. But one of those reasons was because I cant ever just stop for 5 min and do something for myself (like draw or take a picture, or check our mailbox, and sometimes we dont even have time to eat cuz we have appts to get to -but dont worry... i think its a good thing because i eat SO much at members houses) But ANYWAY I dont even have time to read the scriptres for myself. If i am reading the scriptures i am reading and looking for scriptures to use in our lessons. And its hard too because we do so much to prepare for people or help people and most of the time they arent there for our return appts or they just dont have time for us. so lame sauce. But i am so blessed. In the mtc i said so many prayers to heavenly father listing all the things i wanted in a companion and everything i prayed for i got. My companion sister carter is SO much fun and we get along SO well. And even though we have so much fun she pushes me to be a hardworking missionary. She is great though and there isnt ever a moment where i am not laughing my head off with her. So a few days ago some guy from the quorm of the 70 came down and gave a talk at some missionary conference. During his talk he talked about people having dreams they saw two missionaries and then that next day they saw the missionaries they saw in their dream, or they had dreams that they needed to meet with the missionaries and then the next day missionaries came by. idk a tom of stuff. So while he was talking about this i said a short simple prayer in my head asking for Heavenly Father for an experience like that. So later that day me and my companion were going around visiting investegators and she wanted to stop by and say hi to this one investegator that she hadnt visited in months so long story short we sknocked on his door and he answered the door and told us he had a dream that he died and God asked him if he was ready to meet his maker and then he woke up and wanted to see the missionaries and he prayed to god that he would see us. so then later that day we just so happened to stop by. it was so cool.
ok i only have a few minuites left... the library is shutting down early... grr i hate this. i wish i had all day to email.
By the way i am in upper hutt... thats the area im in haha just so you know.
ok for my mission plaqe i want ether 12:27 and ill attach my picture:)haha ok I love you all!